i've done a lot stupid things over the years, lots of mistakes....i've been guilty to my loved ones, my friends, even myself.....but most of all i'm guilty to Allah....i've broken the promise, yet again, the promise that i made even during my umrah last year....i feel so sick, and scared, i don't want to feel like this anymore but i think i deserve it......Allah is Most Merciful, but somehow i feel that i'm not worthy of His mercy.....



life must go on.......