that's it.....i'm tired......i've tried,maybe not hard enough i admit, but i'm just plain tired+ bored + annoyed of trying to be somebody i'm not......i'm not talkative,i'm the quiet one with the pathetic communication skill,always afraid of opening out my mouth for fear of saying the wrong things at the wrong people at the wrong times.....i'm not popular,i always was and always will be the wallflower.......i'm not hip,i'm not cool,i'm the most unhappening person u'll ever meet......i'm just a sad soul with the low self esteem who always find fault with herself......